Monday, September 17, 2007

Anxieties

I can't seem to shake this annoying feeling that has been nagging in the back of my mind!! As some of you may remember that I had an embryo that didn't have a heart beat in between my 1st and my 2nd.

That, I can tell you, was not a very pleasant experience, (I know it is a common thing now, almost everyone I know has gone through it, still it is NOT pleasant!) ... Anyhow, in the first 4 months of being pregnant with #2, I think I thought of every excuse to go to the doctors every 2 weeks to make sure that it was all good! Just so that I could sleep well at night. Now.. it's back to that again.. I'm very anxious about this one again! Simple becoz, other than feeling a little blah now and then, I don't have much of any morning sickness! (Neither did I with the one in between)

So no, I have yet been to the doctors, I know the heart should start beating sometime this week or next, (deep breath) so.... ARGh!!! I don't know to go tomorrow, get it checked out and get it over and done with, OR to wait another week (while I put more negative energy into myself, while waiting). BLAH~~~~~

6 comments:

aida said...

how many week r u? maybe its girl again? i didnt start throw up till 7 or 8 weeks leh.

good luck and sorry to hear about the previous loss.

Sue said...

Maybe you won't get morning sickness..I didn't until mid-pregnancy and continued till late..it was terrible..anyway, good luck..don't worry..

Simple American said...

Go see the doc. Why be miserable?

Cat Cat said...

Don't worry lah... Both my pregnancy with my 1st and 2nd were totally not the same at all. I never felt nausea at all with both pregnancies but my taste on food and the way I feel about myself were totally opposite.
You should be fine. Don't worry too much. Enjoy your pregnancy. Gosh, I wish I could do Round 3.

Ms eNVy said...

Totally know how you feel girl .. I had tht unpleasant experience a year ago .. I'd say not to worry .. but if you want a peace of mind .. what is stopping you going to the doctor ? :) *hugs*

queenbee said...

Dee, congratulations!!! Looks like we've two pregnant mummies on the board now. Take care ya and don't worry too much.